It Could Be All
When I left my home
And my birth place
The very first lesson was that
This life really isn't fair
Almost everyday
For hourly pay
You give eight hours to your work
And there's no time left to play
And when I give in to anxiety
Feeling conscious of every little
Thing going inside of me
All this rage and confusion reveal
All the questions I feel
That refer to society
Maybe I should tone it down just a notch
All my friends and my family
is the reason I do anything
So if I piss you off maybe think that
I do make mistakes and
I, too, am a human being
When I can, I always try to relate
Cause I know that there is no sense
In seeing through the frame of hate
Remember momma told me
Fortune and fate will
Rely on the truth
And come out in the greatest way
I never thought I needed
A big circle of friends
Cause I know in the end
What matters to me
'Cause they eventually
Show what they want from me
And I can tell how fucking
Fake their character is
But from the sea of fake friends
Like the light at the end
Of a tunnel there's a soul imperial
Walking into my life
Was the feeling that I
Had been waiting for
Since eternity
So full of beauty
Seeing right through me
I feel like I've found
The eternal sound
never want to turn around
I am center you surround me
You remind me where to find me
'Cause my own mind had drowned me
I have been a seeker of peace
And before this it felt like a
Well thought fantasy
Now realize what is fake what is real
'Cause you make my whole
world disappear like
When you stand in front of me
I question reality
You know not how I crave you
You know I'm here to save you
You're my only fire
My utmost desire
If I could take a leap of faith
I could make it
Or I could fall
It could be nothing
It could be all
It could be nothing
It could be all
I hate that it ended this way
I think about you every month
Every week, every other day
I know shit happens all the time
But for some reason in my mind
I just feel like there must
have been another way
Relying on imagination to show
what you do to my brain
When you stand right in front of me
After such a long time
I was finally around
Another soul that could match my energy
All the things that you ever did
for me were a
Snapshot that got embossed
in my memory
You don't know about the nights
I have spent
Wide awake contemplating
the loss of your company
I have heard that
Today is enough for the people who love,
Tomorrow's only for the worried
So I started cherishing "Here and Now"
All decisions of future
were deep in the ground buried
If you said even your
shadow was a drug
I would then sure enough
be struggling with addiction
Everyday I would need to re-up
Smoking this dopamine
like I got a prescription
Experiencing your care is a gem
that is rare
Made me feel like
I got fucked in the mind
Only your name is the
sound that it cares for
Only thing it wants to find
Like its stuck in rewind
Now I do not follow
Continuous hollow
Now where is my aura
I do not remember
Now every other thing is dead
inside my head except
The only voice that tells me
to find you and remember
That you are my only friend
Because I know that in the end
All the emotions that you sent
towards my way were very real
And not pretend
And now I'm left alone
Always checking on my phone
I like being by my own
But I consider you my home
And since the day that you were gone
I'm feeling home-sick
When you stand in front of me
You put me in a state of trance, baby (trance, baby)
I question reality
If you give me another chance, maybe (chance, maybe)
You know not how I crave you
You don't know bout the things that I have got to say (got to say)
You know I'm here to save you
I see you everywhere, everyday (everyday)
You're my only fire
You put me in a state of trance, baby (trance, baby)
My utmost desire
If you give me another chance, maybe (chance, maybe)
If I could take a leap of faith
Uh huh-uh huh
I could make it
Or I could fall
I could make it
Or I could fall
It could be nothing
It could be all
Oh I could make it
Or I could fall
It's probably nothing