Against Will

I have failed to find my path

So I came to surrender

Cause I can't find the sense in life

Please God, help me remember

'Cause every time I had tried

To invite you inside

You just hurt

With your lies

But this pain is all inside my mind

But how do I unfetter?

'Cause I feel alive

When you are by my side

'Cause we are meant to be

Just pretend, be my friend

I've been thinking 'bout how to satisfy

This hunger inside

Of you coming with me

But all I do is sin, I materialize

It doesn't feel right

That you're coming with me

I don't wanna die, don't wanna survive

I wanna live life

So you're coming with me

How do I decamp fool's paradise

If I don't realize

You're already in me