Yeah

I don't dream

I do nightmares

I cut and bleed

cause my home is a death chair

I wanna be me but

I end up being mean

I just wanted to be free but

the chains are too tight here

Yeah

All I see are

damn nightmares

I cut and bleed

I'm alone in my death chair

You can hear me scream

but since you are full of greed

You dont understand me

you dont care

who's in the right here

Yeah

Man, aint nobody left here

I am sitting right where I started to

decypher my part in this reel

Sometimes it will feel

like I'm dying

And the other times

I dont even feel like I'm real

I dont understand

what I am supposed to do

Far away I stand

though I am so close to you

Cant seem to comprehend

what my heart is demanding

I thought that we were friends

cause my soul flows to you

What a strange piece of land

A pretence of advancement

Brains backwards

that aint crap worth

Imma need your hand for

an attemt at enhancement

Grain bags wont

help the world

I know what is gonna happen

if I close my eyes

I don't wanna hear your words

if you can't hear me cry

You don't care!

You're not even going to try

I know how it ends

how I'm even going to die

What I find in my mind

is a line of my own traps

Don't remind that I'm full of crap

Don't define if I'm this or that

Don't refine what your heart designs

now let your soul align

I'm a mastermind

now I can figure this out

Reconsider my routes and

then disfigure my doubts

I do with or without

now I can see it in me

Who I play on the outside

with the spirit in me

See, my mind goes fast

like a jacked out Ferrari

Not supposed to last cause

it's a deal made in hurry

See-through is my soul

like a bottle of Backardi

I dont need alcohol

it just makes me retarded

My own blood is enough

anxiety on steroids

Like my heart's iPhone

and my mind's Android

This is where definitions stand wrong

This is where ditch my mind

man I go beyond

It burns inside to

come back to my senses

Can not seem to define

what my strength is

Unfit state of the

mind and my conscience

Disregard all the

signs of my chances

Love or die

aint no fucking choices here

Look it or deny

everything's corrosive here

Every minute that I breathe

is just torturous

Every second that I bleed

has to justify the need

of a prayer