AGAINST WILL LYRICS

I have failed to find my path
so I came to surrender
cause I cant find the sense in life
please God, help me remember

Cause every time I had tried
to invite you inside
you just hurt with your lies
but this pain is all inside my mind
but how do I unfetter?

Cause I feel alive
When you are by my side
Cause we, we're meant to me
Just pretend, be my friend

I’ve been thinking bout how to satisfy
this hunger inside
of you coming with me

but all I do is sin, I materialize
It doesn't feel right
that you're coming with me

I dont want to die, dont want to survive
I want to live life
so you're coming with me

How do I decamp fool's paradise
If I dont realize
you're already in me